I keep thinking deeper and deeper for the last few days about writing in a very simple book on
Meditation, so that people could read and understand it easily. The book should not contain much
jargon. Last night, my sub-consciousness asked me:
"Hey guy! 'simple' is good indeed; but what do you choose between 'radio' and '
vidhiu'?"
Of course, it is a difficult choice of 'simple', since many
Khmers understand 'radio' better than '
vidhiu'
officially known it as their own language. What should be my book? There will be an
impasse at some points, anyway - I cannot avoid all of it, at least for a simple reason that there will be a variety of readers -
variety of ideas. Many
critics will definitely come after I release it.
My resolution to the
impasse are the followings:
- be aware of the critics that will come, accept it;
- take advantage of the critics to improve my writing;
- open dialogue through this Blog as a means of communication with the audience;
- Collect the questions and answers, then put in a 'Q&A', for people who search for answer.
I feel proud that I am PRO-ACTIVE! I thank my sub-consciousness for reminding me.
Then, a voice comes from nowhere: WWWHHHEEERRREE YOOUUR BOOOOOK?
-- Ooop, no book yet, sorry! I have just completed the map of the book, I didn't write anything yet.
As a PRO-ACTIVE man, I quickly think of the question that may come 'what is your resolution?'
--Sorry, no appropriate answer to it. I have only promise. I will do it!!!. So my resolution is limited to promise. Who can believe in promise? - uncertain, really uncertain. Many lovers fall apart, though at the beginning they promise for eternal love.
Finally I have to close my eyes and my ears, so that my sub-consciousness would not make me embarrassing again. I bend my head, lower my pride as a less PRO-ACTIVE man, though I keep promising. I hope I can escape from the trouble by the way -- at least for some moments.